Think I'm Crazy

[Zen]

Tryin to find some peace to get my mind at ease
But theres crime in the streets as they hang behind the scenes
Sayin it will heal in time, it seems noone's got the answers
But we all got the questions, Shit I'm just guessin
Looking for signs in dreams
Propaganda, Proper slander is fillin the news
They demand us to stand up and enjoy killin the brutes
Bombs drop and knock the ceiling in two
Until the building is through, I don't know what I'm feelin, do you?
They say nation building but that's just sheilding the truth
We just committed mass murder without wieldin a clue
As to why or how many of the poor must die in their youth
Because of this holy war, when I don't even have Christian Roots
All my life I been told that this road is tough
And you gotta keep on walkin till you're soles get rough
But lately I don't know how I'm even holding up
Can't get no education because I'm broke as fuck
Is Uncle Sam dead or does he just not care?
Or did the fuckin bankers just smell blood in the air
And capitalized on capitalism?
While all my people meet their demise from malnutrition
Am I the only one feelin lost and confused without a purpose?
Feelin worthless bossed and abused?
If you do speak the truth and help save me
Because lately, I just think I'm crazy