Indecisive Royalty

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Indecisive Royalty

An involuntary urge that I've had since birth,
has taken full manipulation of my own self worth,
and forced me into a life that I'm not sure I want to live,
But I've resided on this thrown ever since I was a kid,
contradictory, destructive, and vindictive assessments,
of my crazy introspective analytical messes,
How can a human being display their dreams for sharing,
If they can't even escape their own illusion of failing,
a massive wedlock with a drop of your self doubt,
churning nonstop you can't knock what its all about,
Those conscious voices must have some sort of significance,
since the sliverish sense of their two cents just makes sense,
one color diminished while the other returns,
but for the combustive fire, the two colors, they both burn,
It yerns to learn what certain words concern,
such an impervious God to decide not to return,
The jester shall learn why the King has just stepped down,
simply because of his thoughts just beneath his crown,