complexity multiplied

YDK · 08-29-2013, 03:05 AM

Im self medicated, my very own therapist
Psychological problems but my help hesitated.
nobody to share shit with so I dedicated my health.
You should see how it felt, feel how a man sins
When I abandoned me...dammit you can't see.
Apathetic schizophrenic/multiple personalities
yet none of us gave a fuck when I was facing reality.
Took everything outta me like unloading a truck,
I was sobering up or atleast I was about ta be.
Snort some coke then report to the p.a.
Ignorin the charges for D.K. while I'm retortin with jokes.
Life's just a game, well it was for one of us
The rest of me suffered with my knife in the cain.
Shit my wife went insane when i lost control
Dug my own grave somehow I crossed that hole.
31 personalities complexity multiplied,
1 was having fun while the rest of me almost died.
I lost alot of friends I repeat, PLENTY died,
I was having heart an liver failure but I'm only 25!
Picked up a couple percs while I was coping with coke,
Numb, poking my throat, dying, chokin hope.
Each day I'm gettin by it, slowly recovering
Still suffering with anti-psychotics just eating away.
My brains got more holes than 3 pounds of Swiss cheese,
So when all 31 of me die nobody will be left to miss me.
So diss me, hate me, call me a dope fiend
But just remember what I've wrote, its your last chance...to KNOW me.

08-29-2013, 03:05 AM	#1
YDK ghost in the matrix Join Date: Apr 2013 Location: Covington, KY Posts: 4,563 Battle Record: 14-25 Champed - Art of Writing League (x2) - Lime Green Poetry Association Rep Power: 8181113	complexity multiplied Im self medicated, my very own therapist Psychological problems but my help hesitated. nobody to share shit with so I dedicated my health. You should see how it felt, feel how a man sins When I abandoned me...dammit you can't see. Apathetic schizophrenic/multiple personalities yet none of us gave a fuck when I was facing reality. Took everything outta me like unloading a truck, I was sobering up or atleast I was about ta be. Snort some coke then report to the p.a. Ignorin the charges for D.K. while I'm retortin with jokes. Life's just a game, well it was for one of us The rest of me suffered with my knife in the cain. Shit my wife went insane when i lost control Dug my own grave somehow I crossed that hole. 31 personalities complexity multiplied, 1 was having fun while the rest of me almost died. I lost alot of friends I repeat, PLENTY died, I was having heart an liver failure but I'm only 25! Picked up a couple percs while I was coping with coke, Numb, poking my throat, dying, chokin hope. Each day I'm gettin by it, slowly recovering Still suffering with anti-psychotics just eating away. My brains got more holes than 3 pounds of Swiss cheese, So when all 31 of me die nobody will be left to miss me. So diss me, hate me, call me a dope fiend But just remember what I've wrote, its your last chance...to KNOW me. __________________