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Socially awkward loner and stalker. Drinking booze in his car with no one to talk to. Cold when he's bothered. Knows that he's haunted. Never hears from the ghost of his father. Knows he's exhausted. Knows he should off him. Invite his estranged family and close up the coffin. It's awesome. Focus? You joshing. He's only revolving 'cause no one has stopped him. Robotic. Mechanical. Closeted Hannibal. Modest. He's tangible. Was cocky. An animal stomping on mandibles. Cool, calm, collected. Youth lost, she's pregnant. Dude lost his best friend a month before his son was born. Father mourning his father. No problem, store at the bottom. Feeling's a luxury. Conceal it, don't budge or blink. Deal with the ugly things like healing ain't nothing. He sealed up and numbed the grief. It's a decade later and he's decayed. Hate her. Wants a rebate. Fate's a cheapskate. Prayer? He's atheist. Crazy. Sick. Faded. Spent. Maybe it's wrong, but stalks broads in the mall. Thinks about offing 'em all.
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