i treat this place like a diary. so, dear clarissa

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Originally Posted by Immolate

watched Ken Burns' Baseball, docu about baseball from 1890-1995. 19 hours of baseball history. sis bought me a new 50 inch tv, 4k. honestly i was kinda mad cuz i like to travel light but i did love it really. AMA.



anyway. been thinking hard about life, hollywood, how hard i want to work vs how stressed out i get which makes me get loaded. do i want to be rich and dead or upper rural middle class and live forever, getting wasted and fishing and hunting or models and celebrities and more?

was seriously considering going to maine, just buying a 300 acre ranch. but that'd mean i'd have to work so hard. and i dont wanna. i already own a house in a nice place with forest and shit and i could just take my time and buy my neighbors houses and shit, realistically that's more my speed. one guy owns the two properties on either side of me



idk tho

my only regret right now is not having more booze. i got like one glass left, then ill have to pass out cuz my only alcoholic neighbor started a new job in the fucking mines or some shit that goes from 4pm to 2am

I chose the rural route.