Self Pitty/HighSchool

Lenox · 06-09-2018, 01:09 AM

I’d help myself, but the habit of helping others painted a blur.
Typing this under the influence, with one question; am I sane?? But I still ain’t really sure. So I stay insecure, like girls with their makeup, gotta make sure it’s perfect. All that pain and assurance. Final Conclusion; Was all the delay really worth it?
Looking back at things I could of done.. or the shit that I should of done. A loser in the long run, but a simple decision & I could’ve won.
Now I’m full of jealously and regret. From not reaching the standards that i should of met. Bomb on my chest, I’m the only potential threat.
it’s brutal yo. My neighborhoods full of the purest souls. Street signs that read those who graduated; full of names that I use to know.
Torn into bits of unfortunate tortures grit. Remorse for my sins but I already wanna forfeit this gig.. cuz I already played this song like a billion fucking times. Without the happy endings & quotes with the Silver Line. Maybe if I didn’t lie. Always taking the easy way out. That’s where losers fold and winners shine.

Wrote this like 10 minutes ago. Feeling lost & needed to write something

Vapeo · 06-16-2018, 06:45 PM

I dont even know you but I just wanna say I support you. I know how it feels to have your world come crashing down around you. Stay up.

your written is really impactful too

Exis · 06-17-2018, 11:09 PM

Great emotion...& tbh you held down the paragraph style really well, seems to suit you as the inners & shit made the flow awesome to me...I liked this.

Hope you is feelin' better soon fam, stay upwards.

06-09-2018, 01:09 AM	#1
Lenox Hungry Join Date: Dec 2017 Posts: 1,420 Battle Record: 1-5 Rep Power: 16155613	Self Pitty/HighSchool I’d help myself, but the habit of helping others painted a blur. Typing this under the influence, with one question; am I sane?? But I still ain’t really sure. So I stay insecure, like girls with their makeup, gotta make sure it’s perfect. All that pain and assurance. Final Conclusion; Was all the delay really worth it? Looking back at things I could of done.. or the shit that I should of done. A loser in the long run, but a simple decision & I could’ve won. Now I’m full of jealously and regret. From not reaching the standards that i should of met. Bomb on my chest, I’m the only potential threat. it’s brutal yo. My neighborhoods full of the purest souls. Street signs that read those who graduated; full of names that I use to know. Torn into bits of unfortunate tortures grit. Remorse for my sins but I already wanna forfeit this gig.. cuz I already played this song like a billion fucking times. Without the happy endings & quotes with the Silver Line. Maybe if I didn’t lie. Always taking the easy way out. That’s where losers fold and winners shine. Wrote this like 10 minutes ago. Feeling lost & needed to write something

06-17-2018, 11:09 PM	#3
Exis ............ Join Date: Jul 2013 Posts: 3,934 Battle Record: 3-3 Rep Power: 0	Great emotion...& tbh you held down the paragraph style really well, seems to suit you as the inners & shit made the flow awesome to me...I liked this. Hope you is feelin' better soon fam, stay upwards.