High School Reunion

Concrete · 11-09-2013, 09:15 PM

let it rain
let it simply pour down
listen to the pure sounds

I walk detached on the misty streets left in tranquil emptiness
oh revengeful mistress of death, why have you tempted me?
thoughts collides, hazy lines forms undefined
the happy and unpleasant humans are all inside

I am consumed by solemn thoughts of no tomorrows
seeing impending doom like Sodoma and Gomorrah
still - the dark clouds harmonize with my aura

my senses wrenched together as I entered the venture
although I wasn't even invited, I still went there..
the hostile institution from my past - still an ominous sight
driven to the edge of what's wrong and right
left standing lonesome on the opposite side

draped in a dark coat I discreetly observed the grey building
in dismay of disarrayed feelings, they prayed for the children..
..numbered in a black book of sin
once again,
I was on the outside looking in..

at the same organized and petty pretense; princesses and
primadonnas besieged with cliques of champions and tyrants
I imagined peace in my mind's eye pursuing the ambient silence..
from unchanging faces that haunted me to that very day
to settle an emotional debt I concluded "they will pay"

we're all young from the start, my springtime was sprung apart
seeing them still live prosperous and effortlessly stung my heart
they were not supposed to get the last laugh
anguish and bitterness surpassed the wrath
flashbacks of passages summoned to me what the good bishop reiterated
I questioned God why I was sent to Earth only to have my spirit obliterated..

the humiliations took an unwieldy toll on my sanity
insight, I was the butt of a rather vulgar joke - humanity
thoughts clearing the air only made it more unbearable
righteousness did not prevail like in those parables
a somewhat thrustworthy justification is what I was seeking
sounds of cheery gathering was amplifying while I was weeping..

how fucking pitiful
I had to stop this ridicule
no more tears, I had enough confusion
resolving retributions involves resolution..

the apprehension was a combination of horror and elation
as I walked down the familiar corridors of degradation..
I felt remarkably calm and collected - cooler than ice
this time around I had friends with me - Ruger and Knife
as I entered the party I was greeted by recognizable, disgusted looks
abrubtly as I stood, I realized my yearning to let justice shook..

"you are all witnesses to my concluding testimony"
an awkward stillness saturated the ceremony..
ah, serenity..
hearing the ringing from my dreams..
I lingered with ease..
feeling a profound relief..
as my index finger squeezed..

I pretend I don't hear the tasteless party music and dire growls
using my invisibility as protection - it's all quiet now

I can stay right here, where it's safe to make amends
let it rain, let it rain, dear God, please don't ever let it end

11-09-2013, 09:15 PM	#1
Concrete Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2013 Location: Oslo Posts: 179 Battle Record: 5-0 Rep Power: 2158978	High School Reunion let it rain let it simply pour down listen to the pure sounds I walk detached on the misty streets left in tranquil emptiness oh revengeful mistress of death, why have you tempted me? thoughts collides, hazy lines forms undefined the happy and unpleasant humans are all inside I am consumed by solemn thoughts of no tomorrows seeing impending doom like Sodoma and Gomorrah still - the dark clouds harmonize with my aura my senses wrenched together as I entered the venture although I wasn't even invited, I still went there.. the hostile institution from my past - still an ominous sight driven to the edge of what's wrong and right left standing lonesome on the opposite side draped in a dark coat I discreetly observed the grey building in dismay of disarrayed feelings, they prayed for the children.. ..numbered in a black book of sin once again, I was on the outside looking in.. at the same organized and petty pretense; princesses and primadonnas besieged with cliques of champions and tyrants I imagined peace in my mind's eye pursuing the ambient silence.. from unchanging faces that haunted me to that very day to settle an emotional debt I concluded "they will pay" we're all young from the start, my springtime was sprung apart seeing them still live prosperous and effortlessly stung my heart they were not supposed to get the last laugh anguish and bitterness surpassed the wrath flashbacks of passages summoned to me what the good bishop reiterated I questioned God why I was sent to Earth only to have my spirit obliterated.. the humiliations took an unwieldy toll on my sanity insight, I was the butt of a rather vulgar joke - humanity thoughts clearing the air only made it more unbearable righteousness did not prevail like in those parables a somewhat thrustworthy justification is what I was seeking sounds of cheery gathering was amplifying while I was weeping.. how fucking pitiful I had to stop this ridicule no more tears, I had enough confusion resolving retributions involves resolution.. the apprehension was a combination of horror and elation as I walked down the familiar corridors of degradation.. I felt remarkably calm and collected - cooler than ice this time around I had friends with me - Ruger and Knife as I entered the party I was greeted by recognizable, disgusted looks abrubtly as I stood, I realized my yearning to let justice shook.. "you are all witnesses to my concluding testimony" an awkward stillness saturated the ceremony.. ah, serenity.. hearing the ringing from my dreams.. I lingered with ease.. feeling a profound relief.. as my index finger squeezed.. I pretend I don't hear the tasteless party music and dire growls using my invisibility as protection - it's all quiet now I can stay right here, where it's safe to make amends let it rain, let it rain, dear God, please don't ever let it end