I wrote this with a smile

Mediocrity · 09-26-2018, 02:36 AM

I just want to get out of my bed
and not wish that I was dead
I try to stay positive
but it’s all a facade I’m sick
in the head
I think somethings wrong with me
it could be my chemical imbalance
somethings off with me
I don’t know..
but I gotta fix it
In the end will it matter?
Will I really see a difference?
I see myself as a burden
to the people closest to me
My past mistakes have come
back to haunt me they whisper to me
I hear them loud and clear
It’s like they in the side view mirror
closer than they appear
I can’t seem to break away
try my best not to think about it
my thoughts are grey
Wether I go or I stay
It makes no difference to me
either way I’ma be okay

Inno · 09-26-2018, 02:32 PM

This is horrible keep trying

09-26-2018, 02:36 AM	#1
Mediocrity Brother Join Date: Apr 2018 Posts: 518 Rep Power: 4919695	I wrote this with a smile I just want to get out of my bed and not wish that I was dead I try to stay positive but it’s all a facade I’m sick in the head I think somethings wrong with me it could be my chemical imbalance somethings off with me I don’t know.. but I gotta fix it In the end will it matter? Will I really see a difference? I see myself as a burden to the people closest to me My past mistakes have come back to haunt me they whisper to me I hear them loud and clear It’s like they in the side view mirror closer than they appear I can’t seem to break away try my best not to think about it my thoughts are grey Wether I go or I stay It makes no difference to me either way I’ma be okay __________________ I’m the true King Author, crowned or not what I release is X caliber, it’s bound to rock

09-26-2018, 02:32 PM	#2
Inno Ad mini tator Join Date: Feb 2013 Posts: 10,025 Battle Record: 26-54 Champed - Lime Green Poetry Association - Black August - 1-2 Punch League Rep Power: 85899403	This is horrible keep trying