Intro (give feed back)

Vapeo · 07-22-2016, 09:23 PM

To be honest I can’t deal with the slowness, bout to give away my emotions like here
“Just hold this”, then run away from my problems and blame others like Holden,
cuz the only thing I been catching is Ls, feel hopeless.
I’m hopping on my train of thought just thinking, and all of a sudden an overwhelming urge comes limping, I’m blinking, I’m crying.
Then I’m forcing tears out my eyes, while another part of me is surprised I can still cry!
Thought I lost that ability, like I lost my mobility, I can move physically, but what about mentally?
I feel lame when I know that I’m better, my own mind’s holding me back. Its an effective fetter…

So I lash out, tryna break free of the chains, cause a chain of events, only to cause more pain
Barely accomplishing nothing, feel overwhelmed by the waves, that I made, the ripples became, big as they aged.
I feel like a slave, just a Jack of all trades. Useless! Feeling and questioning like “why was I made?”
My lemonade’s too concentrated, Life gave, too many lemons so I’m puckering up, my face.
Thought of opening up a lemonade stand, but why drink from a cup when you can drink from the can?
Now I’m feeling so cynical, “Cup half full”, yeah I used to be that man.
I’m tearing up again crying in my lemonade, oh well I don’t need a fucking stand!
Ima jump out my plane, out my comfort zone, I don’t give a fuck where I’m gonna land.

I see my haters, I say hello to them. They remind me of Salem in The Crucible
I want approval but they want my removal, til I prove to them that I’m not movable
Now I’m a fixture, they literally still sleeping on me though
Watch, when I get big money they gon come through
Girls everywhere all up on me tryna be my hoe
Then I’ll hit them with the Little Red Hen swerve oh!

I changed my flow, I changed my style up
Rewriting my life up, now with a stylus
I almost drowned under the weight of it all but
Now look at me I’m a whole mile up!

I hit the glo up, I don’t care what you think
I been almost at the brink, don’t care what life brings
I was catching Ls but now I’m steady undefeated
Floating on the wind, I’m Vapeo go repeat it.

07-22-2016, 09:23 PM	#1
Vapeo Senior Member Join Date: Apr 2016 Location: NY State Posts: 109 Battle Record: 0-2 Rep Power: 0	Intro (give feed back) To be honest I can’t deal with the slowness, bout to give away my emotions like here “Just hold this”, then run away from my problems and blame others like Holden, cuz the only thing I been catching is Ls, feel hopeless. I’m hopping on my train of thought just thinking, and all of a sudden an overwhelming urge comes limping, I’m blinking, I’m crying. Then I’m forcing tears out my eyes, while another part of me is surprised I can still cry! Thought I lost that ability, like I lost my mobility, I can move physically, but what about mentally? I feel lame when I know that I’m better, my own mind’s holding me back. Its an effective fetter… So I lash out, tryna break free of the chains, cause a chain of events, only to cause more pain Barely accomplishing nothing, feel overwhelmed by the waves, that I made, the ripples became, big as they aged. I feel like a slave, just a Jack of all trades. Useless! Feeling and questioning like “why was I made?” My lemonade’s too concentrated, Life gave, too many lemons so I’m puckering up, my face. Thought of opening up a lemonade stand, but why drink from a cup when you can drink from the can? Now I’m feeling so cynical, “Cup half full”, yeah I used to be that man. I’m tearing up again crying in my lemonade, oh well I don’t need a fucking stand! Ima jump out my plane, out my comfort zone, I don’t give a fuck where I’m gonna land. I see my haters, I say hello to them. They remind me of Salem in The Crucible I want approval but they want my removal, til I prove to them that I’m not movable Now I’m a fixture, they literally still sleeping on me though Watch, when I get big money they gon come through Girls everywhere all up on me tryna be my hoe Then I’ll hit them with the Little Red Hen swerve oh! I changed my flow, I changed my style up Rewriting my life up, now with a stylus I almost drowned under the weight of it all but Now look at me I’m a whole mile up! I hit the glo up, I don’t care what you think I been almost at the brink, don’t care what life brings I was catching Ls but now I’m steady undefeated Floating on the wind, I’m Vapeo go repeat it. Last edited by Vapeo; 07-23-2016 at 10:38 AM.