I have nobody really.

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sometimes i wish i could craft a place to call my home
if one day i wont return from these empty spaces on my own
you lent me your hand, from there took & embraced my soul
a life flashed before my eyes, our fate was shone
white picket fence in my dreamscape, a house made of stone
that look identical frontwards & backwards like a palindrome
greeting neighbor clones, with perfect lawns, painted gnomes
our children raised & grown; winters where we played in snow
but this was all food for a thought, I didnt share with you
It was sheer brilliance to avoid splitting hairs with you
fear doesn't hold me back from what I've prepared to do
I'll take the jump as long as you provide me the parachute
because without you I'm alone, lost and scared to choose
your bodies walking in heaven now.. but I'm right next to you
live life on my terms? I never been taught the lesson to
I never had the chance to say goodbye, God bless... adieu