Coping

[Just Write]

Not saying I need a whore or a wife
just i realize i need more in this life
You see, lately I find myself tortured at night
Missing the warmth of her eyes..
What happened to a cordial goodbye?
Fuck it...
i was too absorbed in her thighs to feel the sting of reality
Now it rings out in apathy (couldnt i kiss you once more?)
....she says no so casually that you'd think im a casualty
Its a tragedy... how a love so bright could fade
I remember how We used to dance the night away
Now i see just another blank face
And our memories slowly drip down the drain
Oh, the pain is fierce & sometimes to much to handle
Just a damned fool with no place to go
So i sink in what use to be as a way to cope
..... still got our pictures on my mantle
The one with the dog and me in those brown sandles
(You hated them, and sometimes thats why i wore them..
To spite you.)