Real Talk

[Just Write]

Im sorry for not being the man i was suppose to be
I swear to god you're the one who meant the most to me.
We shared our hopes and dreams, but i took it for granted
And left you with a look of confusion, totally stranded.
Couldn't handle the responsibility, wanted to be free
Selfish feelings replaced the fact that you needed me.
So i left, blamed it all on some false misconceptions
Told you how I felt that we had become "disconnected"
But I was just pretending. Didn't see you for you
i seen someone holding me back, which wasn't even true
You were the glue that held all my miserable life together
And now i seem to have lost all those pieces forevever
You were my ray of sunshine after stormy weather,..
..but how do i tell you now that with you i'm better?
There's no going down that road again, i see you're done
But there's no denying you'll always be my one true love.
Its so fucked up, the way i handled things
Now im missing out on the happiness a family brings.
You'll never get to read this, yet i write it still...
To remind myself to never give up love, for a life of guilt.