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The frequency of your response proves the veracity of my words. I have learned to detect that. "Boarding Instinct" I call it. A very useful skill, even away from the boards.

Now then,

Sir, I admit that I was sober when I made that deduction, and it is very on topic. I have never hurt you, Dia. Not once. In fact, I defended you. The fact that you now so viciously attempt to attack me (and have for sometime under the Bolo alias) speaks volumes. You want the world to suffer. You hate yourself and everyone in it. No one should be allowed to be better than you, or happier than you, or more successful than you, or more handsome, or laid more, or or or etc etc etc. So you lash out, to destroy. You are the still operating under an immature masculine energy. You just want to destroy others, because secretly you wish yourself destroyed because you are not at all happy with yourself....thus the venom. You are lost. Your words attempting to hurt me only hurt yourself. I ask you to stop. For your own future's sake.

I am not wrong. This is not trolling. IF you consider this trolling, you will still be trolling yourself. But then again, that is the gimmick you so forthrightly espouse. No expectation, no high standards, never remembered, words that are ignored, or at best forgotten. This is the legacy you are crafting for yourself, your online personas have been a cry for help from your real life for some time.


I WILL TELL YOU A SECRET I DISCOVERED LONG AGO:

As a general principle (exceptions to every rule) the more authentic and squared away a person is in real life, the smoother their boarding life is. Ask yourself why you only get bullied and only resort to going waaaaaayyy too far in attacking other people unprovoked? Do I really have to spell this out for you? Even now as I type there are so many thoughts all connecting into this issue that I am truly breaking the matrix...let me take a breath and regroup hang on.....

Someone calls you a Warthog. You mishandle the jab, then lash out at someone who in real life was sexually abused, and on top of that, never once ever hurt you, in fact defended you. This lack of insight, social and emotional intelligence most certainly plagues your real life. What if I was very hurt over the fact that that happened and it made me suicidal? what if I hurt myself? Would you secretly like that? That is one avenue of thought. The next while less fascinating, is more poignant for our discussion of helping you:

You should intuitively understand that I disclosed the information and that when a human who has been traumatized is able to talk about it, and not keep it in hidden, they have begun the healing process. I would also think the fact that I stated that I learned to transmute the hurt of the past into becoming a better person in the future (my present) should be an admirable trait that you look up to.

Oh but that is also an issue isn't it? God forbid you say you look up to me? I mean you only created a custom avatar with my name in it saying you were better than me....of course you did, didn't you? I am sure I could go on and on, but what is the point. I bet you are going to reply by either attacking me, or just saying that you did not read it. God forbid you and I have a real moment of authenticity here. God forbid you say that you are broken and unhappy and in a living hell and want help.

I have been through Hell and escaped. I am willing to help you as best I can, Scott.

Ball is in your court.