[Clayray]

Ever lived the life of some everyday struggle shit
wake up in the morning cold as shit pull up them covers quick

parts of the house blocked off to keep the heat confined..
..& in my mind my walls are fortified to protect my tortured mind.

Dad ain't workin in over a year, i'm consumed with the fear
as the feeling grows it goes to show my dads an addict
i cant have it gotta break the habit makes me want to shed a tear

wake up in the middle of the night with hunger pains
the thunder bangs and you don't know when you'll eat again
but in the world of sin i realized the show don't stop the world spins
my whirlwind of a life.. some things don't seem right so im awake at night comtemplating taking my own life.

Meth.. "ice"... it comsumes his life
can't get out of bed without hittin the pipe
its pathetic really, rather kinda silly
livin like hillbillys in this tortured city

just cause i'm not on the block servin rocks
doesnt mean that the struggle stops




i know this shit stupid lol but i just had to write something.. feed is appreciated but not expected.