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They say time is of the essence, may be a blessing in disguise-
family will hate my presence, truth is stretched through out my lies-
Yes I am very pregnant, but can't stomach a lesson for my mind-
Baby on the brain, crazy & insane my confession is in line-
I'm sensing my decline- stressin' bout my method & the tension is divine-
so without a question I'm depressed while dispensing all this wine-
which is fine, but it only relieves the stress for a moment-
Testing my components, waves of emotion breaking like the ocean-
staring in the mirror knowing that I'm less than my opponent-
I have chosen to hold it in, not tell anyone through out my pregnancy-
Especially my husband I'm so cold within, as he holds & stands rite next to me-
Trajectory of my screams is so bold it knocks down bowling pins respectively-
But I'm striking out I should have told him before this seed was sent in me-
I'm a cheater, my guard was down & my ambitions were bleak-
I feel all my lies & insecurities are glistening deep-
Thru my eyes when I cry cus theres no finishing sleep-
He's been a rock by my side but I haven't kissed him in weeks-
Listen to me, I was faithful until this guy tarnished my record-
It was a one night stand with a man with a darker complexion-
So my radar was off from the signals my heart was detecting-
Like it was in the darkest waters and this shark was inspecting-
My private parts with the absolute hardest erection- ...Carnage accepted-
I feel so disgraceful just knowing that I fucked this man-
Screaming in pain, sweating but now I'm holding my husbands hand-
I was pushing my hardest until everything turned to black-
I woke up to machines beeping sore vagina & a burning back-
Saw my husband in tears so I guess he learned the facts-
He wiped his eyes from crying and said I never expected this-
I replied I'm sorry I cheated, in no way I'm what perfection is-
He said REALLY? I was jus lettin' ya know that we were blessed with twins-
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