Originally Posted by uh-oh
im with amen da goon
SHITS IN YOUR MIND MAN. (lights cig that im hopelessly addicted too)
but yea it doesn't take one time for heroin. i've done heroin one time. it was delightful. i can only describe it as comfy. i only snorted a little line so it ain't like i was leaning and shit lmao, but i was rolling around drinking like a hooligan just glued to the passenger seat and literally felt amazing. i can only describe it as, right now, you're sober, or not but either way you probably feel fine and normal. but there are aches and pains and discomforts that you live with always, that you are so used to you don't even register them. heroin erases them. so its not like a head high, at least for me, it was just an overall feeling of wellness.
i can only describe it like that. i assume its what painkillers do for people.
speaking of painkillers/opiods. i've only fucked with percs and vicodin. vicodin do nothing to da god. if i eat like 5 or 6 and drink 5 or 6 beers then i feel them in a similair sense
i took 3 of these percs though and it was shadows of heroin. the clean body feeling like everything is extra comfy. without beer. with beer its that plus the head drunk feeling.
which is A+
in my old age of 27 now i can't do the weed+beer combo anymore. it just puts me in passout mode. i can drink all of the beers. all of them. if i take 2 hits of weed im either throwing up or falling asleep.
but yea i know i gave a glowing review of the products of the poppy, but i don't fuck with them. mainly because of everyone i know being the worst humans on earth because of them. so while they are delightful i'd rather live in the misery of sobriety
also im 99.9 percent certain no one has ever died from opiate/heroin withdrawals. im pretty sure the only thing that can kill you withdrawal wise, is alcohol. someone google it.
heroin and opiates will make you feel like death, you will be sick, your bones will ache, you will be miserable, but just stay hydrated and even the worst junkie can pass through it. its just not recommended, its easier to just ween you off it.
alcohol can murk you though
pretty sure i've read/heard that.
also as noted earlier the only thing i'm addicted to is cigarettes. i smoke a little over a pack a day, since i buy a carton a week. which is 10 packs/7 days. that said i can stop cold turkey. i'll be miserable. but its doable.
sure my brain will want me to smoke but am i addicted to pizza? because i can't quit that.
i just think science is weird with their classifications. alcohol is a disease man. fuck off. i get the science behind it, but something you can legitimately stop with your own WILL shouldnt be classified as a disease. if i get small pox i just can't decide to not have it.
ive seen people who drank bottles of liquor daily completely stop. i know heroin users that completely stop. not from medical treatment, but because they realized they were fucking themselves. im sure the "disease" in their brain was making them want to do nothing more than drink a beer, or shoot some heroin, but they take on the misery of saying no.
even people who seek help through AA or whatever, classify themselves as like drydrunks and other stupid shit because even though they are sober, they still have that alcoholic mind and can slip back into it. so i understand some brain chemistry is changed, but when using words like "disease" to simple folk like me and amen da goon it gets confusing.
when i think disease i think of AIDS or something. not your brain changing from repeated uses of things
im sure i've got beatmakeritis. its a disease from spending 1000's of hours making music, fusing synapses and making pathways in my brain. i've got videogamerosis too. its a terrible disease
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