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I just had this conversation

Anyways, I cannot for the life of me imagine total 'nothingness'

I have to believe there is something else, not to keep my sanity or anything, this topic doesn't keep me awake at night, it's just easier is all.

I think the matrix that the human mind has built up is enough of a game in itself, but it's a beautiful game. So even if holding onto the idea that consciousness doesnt stop after I'm terminated is an illusion, then I'm fine with that, because it is harmless. I have nothing to lose. I dont wanna pretend to understand what I can't even fathom so I'll leave it up to nature to deal me whatever she has in store when the game ends