Bobby D: "No father no cry"
September 2nd, 2004, 11:57 AM
If there's no father there's no cry
i'd harbour my whole life knowing i rather just go die
Too many days father u’ve been a violent figure
tasting the darker life from the wine and liquor
to the time u hit her…
Or me till I lay bruised unable to move
your not even stable at noon, the table would boom
As your fists hit from the liquor shots
Sayin im the misfit? but would you figure not?
That your the fucker I hate
hitting the bottle harder than my mother that day
I dun bother to wait
bastard i'd beat you
cuz how could you be true?
you're known by more bars than the rappers i speak to
i dun consider paying for the way its turnin out
Im’ stuck in here praying and yearning loud
your straying and turning round, and there learned…
I can’t take seeing moms on fire and her hair burned
With her over the stove after you’d broken her nose
there's no token of hope, so I don’t try copin at home…
with silent screams that fill a head of pain
And its while I dream it seems im dead again
So asleep as our lives ruin
Mom wants to leave you, and I just wanna die soon
I’m shook in this white room
But you drink on sorrows as you took on life’s doom
How could you do this?
She felt the bottom of the bottle more than you did
Dad your too sick, and I hope ya hearin too
you shake from the lack of it, she does in fear of you
realise the shit you’ve put us through
since the loves badly lost in all
and no its not that window that had me in hospitals
unknown to you upstairs i slept
you beat her down them and there she wept
so unprepared whats next
I can’t even call you dad anymore
You beat my mom harder then when your taggin a whore
so before I wrote this I flunked on my last test
all the drink is gone… I drunk what you had left
my sleep is so dark
so read this note mark… don’t forget or assume
cuz moms left you this morning, and I’m dead in your room
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