I gaze emptied eyed
lost in a blank stare casing the void of the sky
hoping to uplift my spirits to rise
rumbling voices in my head crashing...
collide, so loudly that I can't hear it
if I cry no one sees and no one cares,
the waves of passerby's float on with their lives unaware
of my anchored cross, mine to bear,
I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place
where I sit... is my space,
I have been searching for grace
but she doesn't seem to acknowledge my face
and if she does, she won't even come near,
the world disregards crumbling up my troubles and fears
I'm feeling cold...
my one best friend's a dead dog and the road
to riches, I dove into ditches
I cover myself to hide the scars and stitches
I don't want anyone to question me when my emotions are par to the smudge on glass and I can't clear it
wipe the filth with soiled rags to remind me to forget my better half
sign of a numb feeling I display emptiness because none I'm feeling
stuck as though I'm being swallowed by a carnivorous muck
I see the whole world as up, while I'm being shoved down along with my luck