Self Trial Number 2:
Self Administered by Dr. Pressinger
Notes:
Self Administering ADHD elixir followed by clinical trial drug ACE 11.
Following self administration of ADHD elixir I will experience a short round of symptoms that mimic Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder.
At that time I will be able to see if symptoms are remedied by ACE 11.
Recording video footage from multiple cameras for later study. Will also play background music to mimic distracting stimulus
Side Note:
Elixir was not put back in proper place and was found off to the side of laboratory table. It’s crucial that we, as a team, keep our materials in their documented spaces.
11:03 AM -
administering elixir and ACE 11 , also pushing play on music.
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As I try to concentrate, I lose my focus, attempting to sit still and not move is hopeless,
staring at my watch but i don’t do hypnosis, what I’m trying to do is prove when I consume this dosage,
that it’s enough to improve and soothe neurosis, but my mind is full and includes a brood of locusts,
I’m so confused have to assume the room exploded , and there’s no turning the tide like when the moon is closest,
I’m off the rails, train of thoughts are scattered, coming apart at the seams like a cloth that’s tattered,
feel so out of place, as if I was an orphan battered, realize ACE 11 doesn’t work and thats all that matters,
so I look into an assortment of assorted cameras, and see that I’m foaming from the mouth in a sort of lather,
brain feels like its being tortured by a fork or dagger, neurons being stabbed and activated in an contorted manner,
off balance and dizzy like I’m falling from the tallest ladder, somethings lurking in the shadows the way moss in a forest gathers,
look at the time, noon is when the effects will subside, felt my temperature rise because the hour hand was next to the five,
saw an envelope across the room with a message inside, it said only to be seen by Dr. Pressinger’s eyes,
it read beware this elixir is the most aggressive we ever devised, the last professor survived, but after his session he has to wrestle with hallucinations of demonic possessions so i must stress it’s advised,
to stop all self trials I’ve taken these vials and set them aside, I dropped the letter and immediately let out a cry,
the thought of living like this forever was the threat thats implied,
I felt a shadow controlling me like a marionette as a tried, to sort out the voices in my head as they became intertwined,
It said “get in there! and take the pen off the desk”, so I took a moment to process this request,
then I made a absolute gruesome mess of my neck, the only thing that I’ll be learning during this test session is death ,
fell to ground bleeding, pen still in my palm, realized the voices I was hearing all along came from an intercom,
when the observing practitioners rushed in the room I was practically gone , all of sudden my clarity was strong , final thoughts were ACE 11 works but the time release is all wrong
