[uh-oh]

i just became anti social tbh. i truly enjoy doing nothing

i still love getting fucked up i just dont see a point in it at this point, but mainly because im never around people socially

im also an idiot tho, im on pace to hit like 75k this year which is retarded. im a high school dropout/burnout/loser. but yea my point being when im drinking i hate being alone and want to do nothing more than drive and get blow and find places to party etc. and im shook im gonna fuck my job situation up and my relatively slow climb of being a successful adult

ive driven through police checkpoints wasted, but been able to talk my way through cuz the people in the car were even more drunk lol. but that type of luck will run out eventually

so im more in the fuck it, play video games, wack off, hit skipthegames every now and then, work, rinse and repeat