[uh-oh]

i lucked out i think. i would get fucked up do blow and drink constantly for years, from like 16-25ish.

then all my friends started doing H. and i did it once and it was like half a little line you could tell they didnt really wanna break off, more of a yo give him one scenario. it made me comfy and warm. realized nah i'd enjoy this too much.

so i cut off my friends eventually cuz them searching for percs everyday was gay. i was still just trying to drink and do blow. but word as i lost my friends i realized drinking alone sucked and just sorta stopped, because id get drunk and want to hang out with people and then realized there was too many fat women in my life i despised

long story short i have no friends and just smoke weed like once a week, and that sends me into a spiral of every bad decision i've ever made in life for 2 hours.

being sober is dope

glad your cancer sitch is figured out tho, sucks about the dog the most lol.

but yo cops killed your mom?