Ammo for future battles against me.
Today was my first AA meeting, I've had issues for alcohol for quite some time, but the covid lockdowns made it extremely bad.
I was making like 60-75k from 2015 to 2020, then all the alcoholism and drama with my wife got out of hand. We broke up, I had to move. She took the dog.
There's more, Gma, who raised me from 8 years old, when my mom was killed by a cop in Tacoma, she passed away and I had to help her through her dying days. It was wild to watch someone die slow. I've seen people die quickly before but not from slow hospice care.
That didn't help the drinking.
For 3 months I was the worst version of myself I could imagine
But I started AA, and an alcohol medication called naltrexone.
It's the best day I've had in awhile. Seems to help.
God Bless.
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