Doesn’t bother me anymore other than a few times a week I have shitty lucid dreams with him in it..
Sometimes the dreams are good sometimes not. But that shit was a long time ago... 2008... killed himself a month after he graduated.
My other brother dying we knew knew it only a matter of time... but my younger brother Danny... walk on garaunteed to Syracuse... I was the fuck up at community college. My girlfriend was the courtwarming queen fuck them for not nominating me. But regardless he was very popular tons of friends etc. It was mind blowing and fucked all of us up.
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I just figured out how to change this.
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