[Ouch]

And yeah, again I am a nice guy, I’ve never laid a hand on a female. Never bullied a female etc. I’ve been in a lot of fights, but 90% of those fights were mutually agreed on. Not like I’m seeking out some little guy to pick on, never.

It is weird and mentally taxing though when I’m around my extended family, which isn’t often but I feel like they’re on guard. You know, well we know he does construction, and puts in and takes out docks but that’s not a REAL job, and they’re living well beyond the means that my wife being an RN could provide.

And of course know I went to prison, just google my name... all this stuff comes up. Possession with intent to distribute, assault/resisting obstructing a police officer during a DUI. Twice actually minus the possession with intent to distribute.

So they see and know about these things and think I’m the big bad wolf.. and they don’t say it but I can tell that’s how they feel about me.

When in actuality I’m a nice guy... yes I did sell drugs... not a good thing and yes I did get 2 duis that didn’t involve accidents and wasn’t pulled over for driving eraddicly. When I was pulled over both times I was indeed verbally abusive and non cooperative with police.

But other than them beating me up and showing me what my place was there was no physical retaliation on my part I just took it. Verbal yes, physical no. Although I guess if you look at the news I’m lucky I didn’t get shot.