One of 4 boys.. and my little brother took his life in 08, older brother killed in 06.I don’t blame that on them or my parents though.. the fact I drink way too much and smoke copiously with cigs/weed.. or that I used to take pills.
But yeah I don’t blame it on my brothers or my parents. And with my daughter I make sure not to get stumble/staggering drunk infront of her and I’m not abusive towards her my wife ever, needless to say obviously. But in a few years it’ll be harder to hide from her what I do, hopefully by then I’ll have it in check.
But yeah hearing about rappers and people in general dying in like their 50s reminds me personally, if I keep doing what I do to my body I’ll be in the same boat if not earlier.
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