[Bad Lieutenant]

Dear Jasmine

This distance is hurting me, my heart is heavy and I don't feel like doing anything
Days go by and all I do is think about you, I think of the memories, recalling everything
All the good and the bad that happened within this crazy relationship
Like that time we couldn't stop laughing at that show, till we cried and our stomachs hurt
Or when there's a fight between us because we disagree on something, then we fall apart
I can't live without you, you've stolen my heart

Mostly, I miss being with you, I've become attached to you, as you know
I also miss the cuddling and the kissing we do, while we can't let each other go
The silly conversations we have about the most useless stuff we think of
The dates that turn into debates about whatsoever
The movies and shows that I watch alone, and we have a great time with love
The games that we play, only when you're winning however...

So I've decided to stop writing romantically for the rest of the letter
Because it's not us and this is better
I've also been thinking about your characteristics
Your beauty that I admire, all of your features are perfect, it's unrealistic
The way I mean everything to you
The way you care about the things around you
You're kind
You have a crazy mind
You're funny
You drive me crazy