happy new year and shit
I learned the steps, the burns are permanent.
But some of these vices give me nourishment.
That’s needed to flourish in this burning pit.
If I stop cold turkey that’s when my life turns to shit,
And I feel like I crawled out of a hole where serpent’s live,
But the flames from the blunt keep the furnace lit.
Ashes act as charcoal, the fire follows the smoke.
I can put it out, all I have to do is swallow and choke.
Forget the mind, body & soul that’s beyond our control.
I’m going to stop the show like I was knocked out cold?
We all have vices, none of us have a common goal,
Of quitting when problems toll, we all fall like dominoes.
That’s why my motto is simple, like a knock-knock joke.
I want the smoke and never worry about some moral code.
Dressed in a suit and tie with nowhere to go, is that allowed?
Light my fat cigar and watch them all burn to the ground.
I know that works, that’s why I never get nervous in crowds.
That disturbing smile only works for a while.
If I give up now, I’ll feel like a nerd or a clown,
People will look at me like there’s a circus in town.
You stopped because someone thought you should do it.
Unless it was your idea it wasn’t even worth pursuing.
You’re a pussy and that proves it, and why you’re losing,
Your focus on reality, what poison are you choosing.
And you better be careful when you pick it,
It’s your own damn fault because you didn’t listen.
You got it twisted and became oblivious, that’s malicious.
You sound like a narcissus doing shit that kills us.
Don’t know what I could do to you that would be more viscous.
Then what you do to your body, you’re your own villain.
The next time I light up, I promise it’s going to be the last
I’m going to toast to the new year, and have a glass,
Let the bad times pass, then go out with a fucking blast.
Invite some buddies over so we can puff & pass,
The clock strikes midnight and we tell the haters to kiss our ass.
Then show up at my enemy's house uninvited with a pint of gas.
Use the fire from my last cigar to light the match.
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