peace to me, a piece of me, it's eating me
it's fleeing me, it's heating me, it's beating me
disregard for what I see, sign & symbols after me,
blind in judgment, catastrophes, it must, bastardy,
walking towards the flames, but yet.....I'm the one to blame,
pointing the finger, reflection of consequences drip n linger,
how do I get pass this? I'm not quite the strategist
momentarily
declaring my time, in it,
I walk the line and its fine, (polar opposite)
my appetite is for the disaligned, a crooked find,
I want a piece, one track at a time
and it's on my mind, time after time,
over and over, these chains they bind, enclosure, I'm speeding backward towards rewind,
why can't this apple fall further from the tree?
retrospection from my own eyes to see, what's going on with me?
glancing through the looking glass, I see the opponent
Give me more, I return to the moment,
Reality got me twisted
wants and needs getting shifted,
disruption of harmony, cut till it bleeds
tear through my skin, the scars proceed
to tell a story, hate, pain. dissatisfaction's inventory,
exhaust in my veins, clenching of my teeth,
grinding bits of my peace, I'll never find.
serenity, I am bits and parts of every one of my enemies
How can I help myself if I'm not being a friend to me?
Devils tap my shoulder telling me to take care
Angels attempt to remove me from this affair
Mister know it all goes on without a care
played with fire not knowing the oncoming despair
there's hell to pay dwelling in darkness' pit
my dimensions get shattered, I try to grip
I witness reality split, moisture dissipates,
I'm left engulfed in this treacherous place,
I'm pleading to the clouds darkness covering my fate
The wind blows me into fragments for what I desecrate
I wake
Give me another take