So I guess yesterday you decided this life's not worth living...
All I got to remember you by is darkened streaks on the bathtub forever dyed crimson
Ash residue from your last cigarette drowning in the bloody waters
A barbaric ending, like something out of an Anne Rice novel your favorite author
All I feel is anxiety kicking cans in the pit of my stomach..
As I think of that last breathe leave your rosy lips...can we switch up the subject!?
I've punched these walls until these swollen fists stopped screaming your name
I bet you neglected the falling dominos and how you'd inflict hurt while releasing your pain
I've dug my knees into the asphalt and asked god a thousand questions
Tears pelting the ground like rain, irises drowning and clouding my perception
My black suit, contrasted by the single red rose that I laid upon your grave
One look at it and I have to swim to shore submerged in the blood of your gushin veins
At your funeral I couldn't help but curse you, for your cowardice way of hurtin' me
Instead of standing on your own two and carrying yourself, now I have to drag your burden
Behind me for eternity
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