yo since Inno isn't online here you go
I'm sorry about your daughter but my cancer will kill me too
I can barely stay focused... alert... awake
Eye's hang heavy... complacent... complaint:
I've noticed I've struggled with motion of late.
I'm hoping I just need a break.
I'm awoken at eight... pause in a lull.
The birds at the window seem awfully dull.
And colour me pink but I honestly think that the blood in my sink is suspicious....
I don't feel the pain but it's surely explained that I bit through my tongue something vicious...
Time for the toast.
Or... yogurt and fruit?
Are vitamins mine?
I'm feeling confused.
... am feeling consumed.
I'm waiting to speak, but longer and longer I'm feeling too weak.
it's boring to eat. devour a thought.
hour by hour and louder than ever is screaming I'm lost.
hopefully not.
hopefully fine.
hopefully doctors and nurses will find.
hopefully pull out this madness of mine.
Awaken at nine... pause in a dream.
The birds at the window seem awfully mean,
Vulgar and grumpy and bumping the screen.
pausing asleep. awaken to BEEP and I go cuz it's green.
mentally note that the hood should be cleaned.
I wonder who screamed...