Ayo,
Longin' for acceptance,
Belongin' - Never felt it
Voices tell me what I'm wantin' is really not to be expected
I don't ask for much & when I do, I'm told I should forget it
"Doc...I'm over the rejections,
The emotions, & my mental state's a loco bloody mess man!
I had a seizure at the mall, my son was there all stressed as fuck
He seen the way I fall, it's like my equilibrium just up & left for lunch"
"Sorry Jeff, don't mean to cut you off
But speakin' of a bite to eat
That time's for me & our session's done"
See this is the reason I never keep appointments
Every second's just a freak who's coins
Keep these bitch ass shrinks employed
I'm sick of needin' sumthin' boy, just to numb the pain
Meds made me trip, the green ain't do shit
Tried drownin' my sorrows, now I'm sick from rum today
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