[Bodey]

fourth period. bathroom stall.
nasty words etched upon each wall
eyeliner starts to smudge, but i dont care
fuck them all.
i leave it there. who knows who else had seen it.
they wont mean shit to me next year, so fuck em
so be it

***

adolescence is an ugly slimy monster with black eyes
it's crept with me like a shadow and disappears at sunrise
but i dont notice. i dont even think it's still there
cuz i'm no longer that flat-chested ghostface slouched in her chair
my pain has been cropped to feeds, please give me a big like
full name with a plot, a dream, a couple faces from real life
that crank of a slot machine is the same as a quick swipe
i'm too cute, so block her. i'm the one you want, i'm hungry
i'm about to win an Oscar for this garbage like a junkie
i champed this validation game, i'm too skilled to scrimmage
i claim to be the realest though i sport a filtered image
salivatin for an empty "like", i need a fun type man
instead of waking up and realizin they were one night Stans
Snapchat just had sex with Facebook and got high off an Instagram
i just wanted to show everyone how goddamn important i am
and now i see old bullies with new family, standing happy with their groom
i scroll their page to investigate, their last post was back in June
their lives are probly too miserable to expose their fake ass truth
as i sit inside a studio apartment, with just this screen to light the room