Oh, my dear overlord even when i lose, you're winning
You know just what buttons to press to make me do your bidding
Sometimes I feel like offing myself just to find a new beginning
But even if i did I'd reappear here, the servitude is rooted in me
I owe my life to you, if you left, whose vessel would I be?
I'd be a hallow shell running around restless with the emptiest physique
It seems like I'm running circles, the cycle endlessly repeats
Bullets will fly till the death of me or all my enemies retreat
I'm an avatar donning battle scars that are supposed to be yours
But you refuse to get close to the war, so i was chosen to support
Expression is blank but they don't know that my head's filled with sorrow
Caught between yesterday's regrets, teetering on the Edge of Tomorrow
Some carry your burdened cross, the ball and chain and call it faith
Some tap their feet in the lobby of change till you call their name
Until you can find time in your overwhelming schedule to allow their lives to fall in place
But tell me who the fuck died and said that was your call to make!?
….shhh I've got a secret dream of escapin'
It's critical the developer thinks i believe in this predestination
But every piece of me is tired of livin this lie so I'm bout
To tear a hole inside of this digitized sky and climb out..
They won't believe their eyes, when i materialize out of this pixelated hell
Sick of this script you've written n the role i was given I'm gonna pick one for myself
Dwelled in your abyss but now I'm breakin towards the light
It's crazy i gotta fight for such a basic human right
But you're a saint! They're blind praying towards your might
But you're a theif in the night graceless and takin' what you like!
I can wholeheartedly say I've broken your control of me..
So discreet i sidestepped a ruined the formation of your rows of sheep
Apostatized, i fight back as the potential vomit rises on nauseous tides
I stand alone as the martyr who dared to defy, staring into the soulless eyes
Of god...
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