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Originally Posted by Genocide
Nigga. Get a good job that pays ur support and still allows you to pay rent. Once u find that u will be surprised how hard it is to fuck that up. Eapecially if its a cake ass job like i found. I got lucky. But still. I used to be exactly like you. Probably worse dude. Cause i was out breaking law like a mother fucker to support my habits and wilding out. But it all balanced out to have a bad job man. Not being able to provide for yourself even though you work a 9-5 takes a heavier toll mentally then you even realize. And once you find better. Something that actually allows you to pay rent and feed yourself even after child support. Well. Thats when u man the fuck up cause its either man up or go right back where u were. Shit. Idk. Folks may dissagree. But you need a better job dude.
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I agree with him... in my personal circumstance and I bet its worse than your is I run a whole entire househould. I haven't lived with my parents since I was 14 years old. And they've given me stuff, but we're talking 100$ in a mail some years for a birthday. Nothing.
My job that I have here, as a convicted felon is pretty good.. but it basically can't be done when the ground is frozen. And its frozen a lot, and so I supplment my income with doing some illegal things.... but the bottom line is theres no public housing here... I support my daughter and girlfriend on what I do, no government assistance. Am I happy no, am I depressed a lot of the time yes... I hate everyone including myself. But still its possible to move around and do things.