My brother is an alcoholic, he was rushed to hospital not so long ago and could have died, he's been off it now for 15 weeks, and he's already looking and feeling like a new person. Once they stay off it for a few weeks some people get a sense of pride from that fact and it pushes them to keep going. On the flip side my Dad was also an alcoholic, tried to quit many times but just couldn't...he didn't want to do it enough, and he died when he was 47.
Really it always comes down to do you want that buzz or do you want to live? You're the only person who can answer that.
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He listens to voices inside of his mind
Explicit and poisonous violent crime.
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