My life choices when I was younger have left me fucked up at 36
I was 13 years old when I started selling drugs, I lived directly in the moment for the next 21 years of my life....I didn't plan for the future, I hustled, I made babies, I spent money lavishly, I bought everything except what I shoulda been buying.....I went to prison in 07 and did 10 years...came home...left the streets completely alone....now I'm 36, working a dead end job, don't own a home, I pay rent....don't own shit really.....now at 36 I'm sitting here thinking of the money I blew and the opportunity to prepare for the future I ignored and the shits depressing....however, my wife's a queen... She's still here, my kids are healthy and I feeler blessed for that....however....I'm just thinking out loud......fuck u c.acs
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