[uh-oh]

but see bags this is where i run into problems.

i'm mentally retarded. but now that my brain is trying to convince me to be a normal human and have normal relations with women, all i see are roadblocks because of everything that led to now.

my plan is to literally continue being friendly. just ignoring texts now and again and slowly fading to the background

but i dunno if i can continue my ways.

its probably just a bad month or so i've been in. but i've been legit in the dumps. can't shake it.

i'm bout to make 3 egg sandwiches and eat them in a bath before i go to sleep at 9 pm contemplating why im even alive