[Mr. J]

got insanity trying to settle with pills from medicaid.
trying to calm the spinning deep within this head of rage.
half the family was sent away while mother was left to pray.
she choked on her tears as the moment was swept away.
the next day awoke to leather straps wrapped tight.
dont remember that night but now people dont act right.
trying to make sense of it all as if it was a past life
knowing the others will be the ones believing that lie.
shaken by reflections, being in this room, claustrophobic
the walls are padded & the voices are louder if you pause a moment
ticking causing a twitch thats unbearable...can you hear it too?
tick, tick, tick, skin crawls in the moment, they are...scared of you.
experiencing nausea...while every single vein is popping out.
excessive cottonmouth cannot summon the strength to talk it out...
insides have rotted out, while the storm follows the darkened cloud.
how do you convince the sane when the heart is proud?
minutes pass by like hours with each seconds haunting echo.
who is willing to admit that each moment is lost, let go...