[super pimp trillionaire]

I know, I felt the same way. The key as I've read is muscle fiber recruitment; lining up your muscle fibers to all fire off more readily and a maintenance diet; only consuming enough calories to maintain your current weight.
For example you know it takes more muscle activity to lift a television than a toothbrush. That extra activity is more muscle fiber recruitment tbe. You also know that to get bigger you have to eat bigger, right?
two and two my dude...

As for my size prefence, I'm happy with my current size to strength ratio, but I am super imposing at 200. plus I miss that weight I had where I could lean on niggas...

anyways I cut for a few months and got it down to 180, and I wanna stay there, fine tune my physique and jack up my 1rm all around, before I put that other 20 back on.

in fact as I'm putting that 20 back on, I think I wanna boost my strength to size exponentially per five pounds of body weight. idk I aint no fuckin scientist.

Its just a personal preference; I'd rather be a sleeper, than all show no go.
Shit, for that I'd get some creatine water muscles or pump synth. lmao

plus I look good in my clothes, not tryina jack up my fits, just my lifts...