Glad this thread was created.
Yeah, I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts/depression over the past couple of months, but I definitely know where it's coming from.
Shit's crazy, because I've had times when I was young where I was nowhere near as successful and consistent in my goals as I am now, but I've probably been dealing with depression/anxiety/stress for the longest while.
Days seem unbearable and you're just numb to emotions and feelings, and there's been days where I'd just sleep and not even want to shower. I've also been experiencing a wide variety of symptoms where a new one almost seems to sprout every week (been in/out of walk in clinics, doctor offices, hospitals, etc ). But, I'm in a better place now (for the meantime) It definitely helps to talk about it, and get in touch with people genuinely interested in helping you out.
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