[Exis]

Ayo,

I've the upmost respect for teachers that deal with special kids
So let me tell you about one
& try to show y'all what the definition of special is,
Before Pharoahe hit this thread up sayin' I used special thrice
Fuck up nigga, as I don't care...
Shit's about her, not ego centric bullshit in one's demented mind
Her name is Anna, she has such a wonderful soul
Has like this amazin' ability to just touch your heart
Without literally touchin' your heart you feel the love & it shows,
She's the sorta person that makes you glow, makes you grow
Makes you wanna change for the better when your day went shit,
The type of girl that makes you think
I could never be fake with this...
I approached her once, probably late last year?
Said "We needs to talk as you've made an impression"...
She replied with "I'm not really here that much but on Thursday
greet me, & come & say hey! If you've some questions"
So I did, she cornererd me big time...
Really came outta nowhere grillin' me 'bout what things about
Swingin' @ me on a polite ass level but I felt,
like we in a bout...
I said, "I really like you Anna...your a beautiful person & I have feelin's for you
Just love the person you is
& think your whole persona & appearence is cute"
Then got completely shut down! Threw up some boyfriend card in my face
Like I was totally bluffed out...
Blind sided as hell,
& really felt like I needed to tap the fuck out!