right me back
I write what I think while I try ta define my style
But how I'm supposed ta enjoy it when I can't even find my smile?
Don't get it twisted its just that ima misfit
Outta place wit everything, either a genius or a nitwit.
Bitch sit, ima asshole that believes in chivalry,
Now let me help you up dear, your feet are fuckin killing me.
Take those damn heels off lay back on the bed,
Try to understand me while I get (into your) head.
I'm a hopeless romantic with spastic anger outburst
Like a love scene in my head but I can't play it outward,
It starts off slow kissing with you onto top of me
Then I mug an rape you for not playing the part properly.
I see, said my therapist.
Is it fair to guess your not acting out?
Is your rationale balanced or...wait are you passing out!?
Na bitch I'm good look I'm tired of the evaluation
I told you the situation but your just Sittin there complacent.
Put me back on my meds my heads playing tricks on me right?
Can you believe I actually thought living was worth life?
I don't mean life ain't worth livin
given the circumstances my life just ain't worth givin!
Why bother devoting it to somebody when I'm as miserable as this?
Isn't it visible I'm at the point where I'm bout as good as it gets?
Thats some sad shit to admit,
When happiness is just a promise that's broken more than the skin on my wrist!
Ok that was sad its actually an old habit
But the scars remain there to remind of all the bad shit.
Fuck it shrink I'm leavin you ain't deceiving me with brighter days
Ima keep medicatin myself an see if I can write/right my ways.
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