[sral]

"verse for unfinished track" (2005)

i wrote this a while back on a watch in the caribbean while i was in the NAV....was supposed to be a concept song about a kid who goes in the milli because he has no choice to better his life, and how it only worsened from there....this was verse 2, never came about to be shit though...never really got any opinions on it here, thought i'd see whattup

and now you're in the eye of the storm, writing your moms, leaving out details like how your man just died in your arms/
watching your tears dry in your palms, tired and worn, and somehow you still gotta rise and perform/ your will to live and your desire are gone, (too many thoughts), and the worst times are always when its quiet and calm/ cold flashes but the climate is warm, asking why was i born, and answering "fuck it man life isnt long"/ constantly toeing the fine line of harm, and your own country's supplying the bombs you gotta try and disarm/ while you're constantly being fired upon, dying is norm, and it goes without saying that there wont be any time for the mourn/ and even while its all a tiresome song, your only option is to try and move on, cause you cant be idle for long....