[sral]

"Love; The Judas Theory" (2003)

Dear Megan

Dare hold a rare rose, sharp thorns, beware those.
Foolish I, committed suicide with Cupids arrows.
My heart bears lows, love tears souls into pieces.
1st Melissa, now you succeed to cut the deepest.
I have to see this like Jesus did Judas’s greed.
Sacrificed us, sobriety, focus on your truest needs.
Foolishly I choose to be with girls in sick mind states.
Living a lie, all we had was 4 months of blind dates.
Behind hate, heart of mine breaks, I can’t withstand.
Fell in love, struggle to escape, I chanced quicksand.
Dwell in my own shit and I build more resentments.
Pain, jealously, joy, emotions I feel in your presents.
Could of finished your sentence, or so I thought.
Who are you? Ah fuck it, no more lies sought.
No guys cry, why not, love can strait smother men.
Addicts wreckage, now know the ache of the other end.
You uncovered them secrets, about getting weeded.
Love is blind, I guess that’s why I couldn’t see it.
When we kissed, it seemed we were painted perfect
A watercolor base, insanity’s rain hit the surface.

Eulogy
1HundredProof
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