Gave addiction permission to steal my soul so my chest heavy & massive
fuck a solution I taught the monkey on my back to play chess & do backflips
In my head ima savage, but lie to myself daily
run to A.A. meetings cuz I thought they could save me..
Pockets empty, girls NOT friendly, I wonder how this will end...
Self deprecation my favorite hobby became my own best friend
fuck college or a degree...I burn bright and die quick,
I enjoy the little smiles I get when I come up w/ some fly shit
so I'll cry, bitch... just to get my point across.
ambition is not a word to me, fuck a sober god
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