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Originally Posted by 2tripple0
I know your probably right my expectations are just very high..... i should be happy with what i got i guess.....i guess i just want too much..... i have hustled a bit who knows like i said i need to get out of hospital and who knows in a couple months or years or so my circumstances could change..... i just need to forget about weed i guess it was fun while i did it i need to get this shit i know ill enjoy it more i would hate to jump on netcees in 3 years and be writing the same story to tell the truth just cause i smoke weed that would bother me..... i have to admit....
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What is wrong with you, what disorder? The weed is probably only exacerbating whatever underlying mental condition you have.
Getting clean and helping address your mental illness should be your #1 priorities right now.