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Probably a lot a hell of a lot.... in some ways except my life would be boring and still very hard so in some ways it would make it worse..... who knows maybe im just conflicted right now i just got out of the hospital ive been in there 7 months its been very difficult ive been in the hospital before but this time was so much worse for some reason i think im just getting older and losing patience and energy basically anyways im put now and im conflicted but probably yes in a bit of time maybe 1 year 2 years things will get better... its just really hard right now.... im sorry if i offended anyone the world in generals very hard i mean probably people who do have the 50000 pounds to buy a home and live a good life have problems to right???