[dead man]

what do you mean when you insinuate that nows not the time?
postponed rain checks. outside in rain boots thousand of times

i used to see this girl who i would stand with and talk for hours outside. rain or sun or snow or anything. we would seek refuge under balconies and smoke and speak. umbrellas at tables on patios that didn't belong to us. beaches. thousands of times. we've been here before.

now is never the time with you, is it. i am a chronic procrastinator as far as life's most important decisions are concerned and i've taken far too long to make the ones most worthwhile. it stings.

tried to find myself but i was lost in what i left in you

i tend to think i understand the things you say fully. it brings me back to you telling me when you read something and rediscover that thought inside yourself. it's fascinating to see it in writing when you barely are able to articulate the feeling inside your own head. the resonance is really everything.

last little segment was also very strong.

give everyone the attention i seek
when it’s returned to me, he barely speak


what are these hands? a lingering reach unwelcome. i am interested.

thank you