just read that first part of your note
also, as your conscious/unconscious are dancing around each other, you work your way back from deeper REM stages to Delta and alpha brain waves -- categorized by 'timeless states' like deep meditation and hypnosis. Beta is waken state, and Alpha is the next stage in - which is the state right before sleep and right as you wake up basically, where most paranormal activity is reported.
you grappling with anything in terms of a decision which weighs you down, habits/friends? metaphorically theres a lot to your experience there, whether the shadowmen are external forces or self-created does not matter, knowing what it could be is nothing compared to knowing what it could mean.
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well fed.
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